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Years To Answer A Question

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Sunday, December 5, 2010

Do you have questions from your childhood that remained unanswered even after you've grown up? I mean a really simple question from a naive mind of a kid? Well, I do have lots of them, since I was a very curious kid. I still remember that I liked to take notes on words that I couldn't understand, and hoped that when I've grown up, I could look down on those notes again and finally could comprehend what once I couldn't :-). And not just words, there were also some songs and stories that I couldn't completely grasp the meaning. One of it was a song called 'empat musim' (four seasons). I knew it from my sister, who learned it when she was in the girl guide in the elementary school. Here's the lyric:

Orang yang senangi musim bunga
orang yang berjiwa ksatria
bagai bunga warna lembayung
dialah sahabat saya

Orang yang senangi musim panas
orang yang berjiwa keras
bagai gelombang menghempas karang
dialah ayah saya

Orang yang senangi musim gugur
orang yang berjiwa dalam
bagai hymne berkisah cinta
dialah kekasih saya

Orang yang senangi musim dingin
orang yang berjiwa luas
bagai bumi salju mencair
dialah ibu saya

(I'll put the English translation later)

My sister likes the lyric a lot, and so do I. But some of it was so absurd, and even now that I've grown up and think that I could understand it better, some of it still made no sense. Like, what was 'bunga warna lembayung' (purple colored flower)? Was it Violet? Lilac? Orchids? Even some roses are purple (my sisters planted a purple one in our garden). And moreover, what's it got to do with being 'ksatria' (righteous, trustworthy)? Or, what does it means by 'bumi salju mencair' (melting snowy earth)?

Well, I could just take it as a song and enjoy it as it is, but those questions keep coming to me from time to time, haunting me through years of sleepless night... (oops, I'm overly exaggerating again... :-) ). And since I thought that it would not hurt to be curious and try to find the answers, I gave it a try. (They said that curiosity kills the cat, but fortunately the cat has 9 lives, so it doesn't matter if the curiosity kills him several times :-) )

Well, one thing for sure, the song was not of Indonesian origin, since we only have two seasons, not four. That also explained why some of the words are so absurd – because it was translated from other language. Then, if I could find the original lyric, may be I could understand what does it means by 'purple colored flower' and 'melting snowy earth'. Additional clue: it used 'gelombang' and 'karang' (wave and reef) as metaphor, so chances that the origin country was a country with sea - an archipelago is more like to it. Four seasons and archipelago, the first country that came to my mind was Britain - and the original words were in English. Hmm, the answer seemed not too far. I couldn't understand English at that time, but my brother and sister could, and I could asked them to translate if I could just find the lyric.

Holding on to the clues, the little me went to the library and try to find further leads to the answer. Hope was high, but unfortunately Sidoarjo was a small city that even the public library couldn't provide me with further hints. It looked like the quest was not as easy as it seemed. With no more clues, the only thing that I could do was just waiting for some hints to show up by themselves.

Years went by. I started to learn English at school, so then if I could find the lyric, I could finally understand it by myself. However, nothing came. I also began to know internet and use it to get more findings, but still, the search yielded nothing.

And just when I started to forget about the song, my sister brought the talk on it again.
“You know, I just watch a Japanese Drama, and they sang `four seasons` there”
“Really?”
Hmm, it looked like the song was not originated from Britain, but Japan. That explained why the internet search in English didn't yield anything. Anyway, Japan has four seasons, and it's also an archipelago, a perfect fit for the song. May be I could just do a search in Japanese and finish the quest... but there were some problems. First, I couldn't understand Japanese at that time. And even if I could, I thought it would be hard for me to find a computer with Japanese character input. Guess that the search still far from over...

It never occurred to me at that time that in couple of years, I would go to Japan, live there, and also learn the language. But by the time I set my feet on the country, I've completely forgot about the song. So I just lived my life peacefully without worrying about it :-), until one day when I went driving with Ohira and Mi-chan, I saw a store named 四季 (four seasons), and the nightmare... oops :-), the song popped back in my head. I wasted no time asking Ohira and Mi-chan.

“Do you know a song called 四季? Quite an old song I think”

“Well, there are lots of songs about season that I know, but unfortunately, I didn't know which one called 四季”, Ohira said after a while.
“Hmm, guess it's hard to know which one...”, I pondered ways to get more clues, when Mi-chan said, “How about this song: 春を愛する人...”
春を愛する人? It completely has the same meaning as “Orang yang senangi musim bunga” (The one who loves spring)
“That's it! Cool! How can you guess it right?”
“Well, I just happened to heard that Glay sang it on karaoke several days ago.”
“What a coincident. Thanks”
“Anytime”

So when I got home, I quickly browsed Google for 四季 and 春を愛する人, and hoped that it would generate some hits. Even if it don't, I think I could add 'Glay' and 'karaoke' to the query, and I was sure that the results would appear (Google is a very convenient tool indeed :-) ). And, as I had guessed, it generated matches. So the song was really from Japan. Well, here's the actual lyric:

春を愛する人は心清き人
すみれの花のような僕の友達

夏を愛する人は心強き人
岩をくだく波のような僕の父親

秋を愛する人は心深き人
愛を語るハイネのような僕の恋人

冬を愛する人は心広き人
雪を溶かす大地のような僕の母親

And finally we came to the long awaited part: answering the ultimate questions... :-) (the answer is not 42 though :-) you will be able to laugh on it if you've seen “Hitchhike's Guide to the Universe”)
Bunga warna lembayung” was actually スミレの花 - violet. Well, it doesn't directly answer the question on what's it got to do with being trustworthy though, but a little browsing on flower's meaning (using Google, the ultimate tools, again :-) ) showed that violet means 'modesty, faithfulness, and virtue'. That's it. A good friend (the one who loves spring) should be a faithful one, like the meaning of violet. (And if you happened to be curious on what the Japanese lyric actually said about the one who loves spring, it said that it's someone who has a pure heart – again, a match to violet meaning).
Bumi salju mencair” was actually 雪を溶かす大地, earth that melt the snow. Well, since it's a metaphor for mother, I think I don't need to put much words on it: a warm mother heart would be able to melt all the snow even in the coldest winter night...
Quod erat demonstrandum, and there complete one of my long quest... (I can sleep sound at night now... :-) )

And for those of you who don't understand either Indonesian or Japanese, here's the English translation:

The one who loves spring is the one who has a clean heart
Just like the flower of violet, he's a friend of mine

The one who loves summer is the one who has a strong heart
Just like wave beating the reef, he's a father of mine

The one who loves autumn is the one who has a deep heart
Just like a hymn of love, she's a lover of mine

The one who loves winter is the one who has a patient heart
Just like a earth melting snow, she's a mother of mine

Now that the quest is complete, I think I should start a new quest. What should it be? Hmm, how about finding the one who loves autumn? :-)

Mighty Duck

On
Monday, October 11, 2010

It's a warm day for autumn (good day for closing this rainy weekend :-) ), and I just found this duck with her ducklings basking in the middle of the river. Quite dangerous place though, since there were crows around which didn't mind at all to have the ducklings as lunch...

Then, it would be the job of the mother, not only to protect them, but to teach them on how to survive on their own. Whether she'd be able to successfully accomplished it is beyond my knowledge, but people (and also ducks? :-) ) often able to do miraculous things when they need to do it for those that they care for - rather than doing it for themselves - so I believe that they'll be alright... or at least try their best to be alright.

And anyway, quoting one line from Nora of Final Fantasy XIII: "mother is strong" - then, no need to worry I think...

The History of Our Family

On
Monday, April 12, 2010

Just finished watching 我が家の歴史 (The History of Our Family), and it reminded me of my own family, and how long time had passed since the last time all of us gather together. I don't know how about yours, but my family's always there for me whenever I need them.

I won't spoil the fun watching it by telling you the plot, but I'll tell you one thing that you can learn for sure from the movie: life is full of choices, whichever you pick, either right or wrong, will leave a lasting impact not only on you, but on others around you. So, better be prepared for all the consequences of your choices...


By the way, for those of you who wanted to see but didn't have the time to watch TV for the past three days, don't worry. With casts like Shibasaki Kou, Matsumoto Jun, Horikita Maki, and Nagazawa Masami, I think some fans will soon upload it in Youtube or as torrent (you might already be able to find it now :-) ), anyway, don't take this as me endorsing piracy, ok? :-)
And below is the lyric of the closing song (時代 by 中島みゆき), and again, you can find the song in youtube... :-)

時代

今はこんなに悲しくて
涙も枯れはてて
もう二度と笑顔には
なれそうもないけど

そんな時代もあったねと
いつか話せる日が来るわ
あんな時代もあったねと
きっと笑って話せるわ
だから今日はくよくよしないで
今日の風に吹かれましょう

まわるまわるよ 時代はまわる
喜び悲しみくり返し
今日は別れた恋人たちも
生まれかわってめぐりあうよ

旅を続ける人々は
いつか故郷に出会う日を
たとえ今夜は倒れても
きっと信じてドアを出る
たとえ今日は果てしもなく
冷たい雨が降っていても

めぐるめぐるよ 時代はめぐる
別れと出会いをくり返し
今日は倒れた旅人たちも
生まれかわって歩き出すよ

まわるまわるよ 時代はまわる
別れと出会いをくり返し
今日は倒れた旅人たちも
生まれかわって歩き出すよ

今日は倒れた旅人たちも
生まれかわって歩き出すよ。。。

Genie and Pooh...

On
Wednesday, January 6, 2010

... were hanging from the balcony because it was a cleaning day. Well, hang on there Pooh! The cleaning will soon be over... (I hope... :-) )