The previous post, ‘The last page of a note’ would be the last story post of this blog. It didn't mean that I would stop writing, I plan to keep on writing in my other blog, weirdo’s spiel (alchemist.blogspot.com), and also in facebook.
I want to find a cool reason why I’m terminating this blog (such as: ‘like Bruce Wayne as Batman, the dual life have taken its toll on me :-) ), but to be honest, the actual reason is ‘the timing’. ‘The last page of a note’ would be a good title for the last story post of a blog, and this post counted, the total post of this blog is exactly 100 (good number for closing a blog, I think :-) ). Other reason is that now is spring, ‘figuratively’ a good time for a new beginning. And even though I’m still under 39 according to solar calendars, I will turn 40 in a few days if I look into lunar calendars, and 40 years-old is also a ‘figuratively’ good timing for starting a new era.
Other ‘logical ‘reason would be that I found that the posts I wrote here these past few years were actually also fit to be posted on weirdo’s spiel, and thus there is no point to write in two separate blogs anymore.
I think I will not delete this blog, maybe because I think I write here mainly for myself. I’d like to know how I change (or grow) from time to time, and reading on how my writing style changes, and of course how my way of thinking reflected on it changes, is one of the good way to know.
It’s been almost 14 years (weirdo’s spiel is longer, though :-) ). 100 posts in 12 years is not a big number, but I decided to write only when I want it, not merely to chase the number, that’s why I’m satisfied with this. When I started blogging I was wondering whether I would still keep on posting after my mid 30s, or after having family, and now I don’t need to wonder anymore :-). I think I’ve grown a lot in the course of writing this blog (it’s 12 years, and it’ll be a little bit pushing if I said nothing had changed :-) ). I hope one day when I look back at these posts again, I can smile and say to myself that I have grown even more from this point.
Okay, that’s all folk, Kadiska, over and out.
